Wednesday, November 18, 2009
I realized na mali pala magsalita ng tapos. I remember my post entitled "Nanay Na Si Nene". Guess what. Ako na ngayon si Nene. Yep, you read it right. I'm 3 months pregnant with my 1st baby now. Shocking nga. Nabasa ko nga yung post ko at tinamaan ako ng bonggang bongga! Well anyway, wala ako pinagsisihan. Although madaming nagtaka, nagulat at nanghinayang. I'm OK, we're OK. Masaya ako, masaya kami ng Ama ng magiging anak ko. We had no regrets pagdating sa pagkakabuo sa bata. With regards to our parents, ayon both sides were shocked. But they had nothing to do about it na. Besides, my baby is gonna be their first Apo. Big Revelation nga ito. Lalo na sa mga friends ko. Pero full support sila sobra. As in whenever they had a chance to visit me, gora sila! Excited pa nga ata kesa sakin. Same with my family, and my husband-to-be's family. Full support, although my parents was kinda disappointed. Pero now tanggap na nila. Taong-bahay na ako ngayon. Almost 2 months na yata akong out of school. For the sake of my baby narin, kasi uwian ako everyday. 1 hour, minsan 1 1/2 hours ang byahe sa jeep. Too risky for my pregnancy. Pero I'll be going back to school mga 2 years after siguro. And yes! Everything will go back to normal again. Actually, normal parin naman ngayon. Except nga na 'di na ko pumapasok, AT sa mga strange feelings ko during my pregnancy. Mahirap specially that I'm on my 1st trimester. As in mahirap na masaya. Masaya! Dahil last Nov. 7 I had my first check-up and that was also the first time that I heard my baby's heartbeat! That moment talaga I felt the feeling of being a Mom na. I was so happy to the point na halos maiyak ka na habang naririnig mo yung sound ng heartbeat niya. Lahat ng hirap na nararanasan mo, parang OK na lang dahil alam mong it's worth it. Who cares kung ano man ang sabihin ng iba. All I care about is my baby. Two months to go then malalaman na kung he or she ba si baby. Hehe. Now that's more exciting. You know guys, it's hard to tell pala kung ano mangyayari sayo, not until nangyari na. I learned that it's wrong to put an assurance in everything you think and plan about yourself. Mali na magsalita ng tapos. Dahil ang totoo nyan, you'll never know what the future will bring you. You'll never know what's really planned for you. But then again, life must go on . And always remember that Failure will never overtake you if your determination to succeed is strong enough.